hi finally im writing after decades.
finally im writing as a 19 years old me. Rereading all my thoughts when i was younger make me feel embarrased. I thought getting older makes you feel stronger, bolder and wiser. but nope. It does depend on how you manage your puberty, how you control yourself.
im so proud of my old self. i would like to thank my old self for writing those inspiring posts. You know as i got older, i met more conflicts and reading all those words made me stronger. Hoping that one fine day, as i get older, the older me will read this and get wiser heh.
Dear 19 years old me,
Stop talking too much, you annoying.
Get some works on your amal. Youre not living for dunya, you live for Allah.
Stop being overdramatic, overemotional. Someone is looking at you high up. Be proud of that.
Dont do stupid things. If you did, reflect. We all learn from mistakes aite?
Dont cry too much. Its not the end of the world.
😊 idk when ill be back writing my random thoughts. but i know doing this is heaLINGGGGGG *singing svt song* i should write more often.
ppyong!!~
